Trapped

Trapped

I am trapped in a world that I can't control
trying to climb out of a bottomless hole
the more I try to get out the futher I sink
my heads so messed up I struggle to think

everything I try to do never seems to go right
I am stuck in a dark tunnel and I can't see the light
everybody keeps pushing me I don't know what to do
the only thing that keeps me going are thoughts of you

everyday is a struggle and it just seems to get worse
even the smallest things add to my living curse
everything I try just seems to bring me further down
I am swimming against the tide and starting to drown

I can't shake this feeling that is engulfing me
I feel like a prisoner in jail, trying to break free
my demons are my wardens in this world you can't see
they have locked me in my mind, and thrown away the key

everywhere I look I struggle so very hard to  see
as my prison walls are closing in on me
the harder I try the more I start to loose control
and I start to slip further and deeper down the hole

 I am screaming so loud my mind is full of fear
but as hard as I scream I can't get anyone to hear
I am scared to death as I feel my life start to unwind
I am trapped in a world that is only in  my mind

William Fearby